Food not Bourgeoisie

World War III is on. Israel and Palestine aren’t too happy with each other and North Korea is fucking crazy and so is China. Not to mention that the USA isn’t entirely sane either. Maybe this isn’t “WWIII” but this has to be about one of the most intense times for the world in my lifetime that I can remember.

Sure the cold war is over and the idea that a particular enemy could bring about complete nuclear war was intense but re-think today. Nobody sees it. Terrorism is, quite frankly not that big a threat when compared to all out nuclear war yet we seem to spend more money fighting it. Yes, it’s scary that at any moment there might be an attack on the Los Angeles airport or something but millions of people aren’t about to die from it. Of course we should be worried about North Korea because they are the immediate threat but what about the rest of the world? They seem to think that just because they’re thousands of miles away that it qualifies them as on another planet but so does the USA. So why the ease and comfort of at least myself that I know of?

We all have to deal with each other and we call can’t have our arms comfortably on the arm rests of the chairs because we’re that fucking close to each other. You know, when you read and thought about early war, it probably had something to do with a group or tribe of closely tied people running into another, bumping shoulders and “keeping it real” with a tribal war that evolved into kingdoms fighting each other that built up to countries fighting each other until they finally got tired of fighting their immediate neighbors and began wars elsewhere. Finally, some of them stopped fighting all together. That is today. There are nations who have a long history of war and they have learned their lesson. They are peace loving from experience. What about the countries that haven’t just gotten there yet? You know, every country with a nuclear arsenal, eight of them, and every country that thinks that having them is a good idea? Then there’s the countries still having wars and the countries meeting who are still meeting new neighbors to war with and the countries with the inexperience in war and the countries that are just plain stupid The USA, sadly, falls into all of these descriptions. And so…

Don’t you feel it coming? Listen to your intuition. You don’t even need to read the news to feel something is about to happen. Ambiguous, yes but there are no words for a feeling. Words only describe, they are not the actual feeling themselves. Be honest with yourself like you’re conditioned not to be so this may be the first time you’ve ever done this… which is ok but you better do this more often! If you are old enough to cuss then you need to be doing some serious self-reflecting too! Ask yourself how long this is going to last and don’t consider history, consider that first unfiltered and unaltered feeling that comes out before you use your thoughts to judge and amend it… it says we’re fucked doesn’t it?

Here’s an example. Have you ever been smoking weed maybe out your window at your parents’ house when you were still living there? You know, you’ve done it tons of times and they never wake up or even bother your privacy. And one night, everyone’s asleep and something just doesn’t seem right but you immediately don’t care because you’re about to get high. Something just isn’t right and you can’t figure it out so you shrug it off. It’s probably nothing and there’s nothing that you can comprehend to tell you otherwise. Then, you’re lighting up and of course, your mother walks in because she couldn’t remember if she told you goodnight and she wanted to be sure. This has happened to us all in some fashion at one point in our lives. If it hasn’t, you never learned, did you?

Let’s not jump to conclusions, though. We all know something is going to happen but no matter how badly you want to believe in something there is no way of telling what’s going to happen and naming things such as world-wide “discomfort” as I have done tonight is nothing but a call to observe and by no means any type of prophecy or prediction. Don’t believe anyone but yourself and don’t pretend that you didn’t get your idea from someone else but do listen to what others have to say. I am the type of person to say this explicitly because I’m also the type of person who doesn’t like to write in fancy notebooks without dating it or write much at all for that matter because my thoughts are too temporary to save them in a notebook which cannot capture the true meaning of them because they will be read again from a different time and place. This is why I try and carefully construct my production to change over time while never going anywhere in particular. I also seem to love to try and explain myself because I could do it for hours and never get to the point as if I were meditating.

Which brings me to the point of finding the point of this entry. If I had to define it I think all I said is that we’re probably fucked as humans living on Earth and then I explained myself and then I explained explaining myself and then I wrapped it all up in the last paragraph. This all reminds me of an acid trip…